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[03 Sep 2004|02:49pm] |
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This entry is for all the victims of the Russian School hostage situation.
RIP.
<3
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[18 Aug 2004|07:06pm] |
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ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That. Is. all.
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[09 Jul 2004|08:16pm] |
Friends only. Comment to be added.
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[31 Mar 2004|03:53pm] |
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One call away // Chingy |
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Sum up your opinion or impression of me in one word, leave it as a comment in this posting, and then post this sentence in your own journal, please.
I promise, real update soon.
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[30 Mar 2004|07:03pm] |
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GlazedDonut2186: you're gonna be like....the hottest, most incredible MILF there is!
GlazedDonut2186: hahahaa
firexdreams: ROFLMAO
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[09 Feb 2004|02:08pm] |
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Can't wait for tomorrow, finally me and Ryan get to go away until next Monday we get to spend so much time together, we haven't had much time since he's been working his ass off so tomorrow until next Monday is our little vaction together we are gonna look at the beach house we are planning to buy, I can't wait to see it :D.
We are spending Valentines day there too which will be fun :), i'm glad to be getting away from the stress here Florida will be a great breath of fresh air for me, finally.
If I don't talk to you tonight, Talk to you all Monday!! :D
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[04 Feb 2004|02:52pm] |
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A lot of shit is happening right now here, i'm breaking myself from the internet for a while, maybe months, who knows.
Peace.
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[24 Jan 2004|04:10pm] |
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Sorry folks had to do it, some assholes don't know how to keep there mouths shut.
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[23 Jan 2004|04:42pm] |
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So it's Fr-Fr-Friiiday which means I finally get to unwind tonight. This week has been mad stressful to say the least. The work is just piling up for me so I had to take Saturday off work so I get some shit done. Tonight we are going out for Kelli's birthday, happy 22nd babe! <3 we are going to see The butterfly affect at the movies and then headin' over to a club I need to get my dance on so bad I can't even explain :X
So some asshole tried to rip me off but he failed. My bank card was duplicated, must have happened at some ghetto ATM somewhere, anyway they tried to empty my account but it didn't work. My bank clued in and called me to tell me, so I got a new card/pin. Nice try fucker ;P Anyway I gotta bounce - gonna do groceries and get some stuff done before tonight. <3
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[16 Jan 2004|08:19am] |
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I really don't wanna go to work this morning, it's so nastily bitter cold outside :\ Why oh why oh why can't I just stay in bed? I already have fuckloads of work to do and it's only half way through the month, and as you know I am the queen of procrastination so I need to whip myself into shape and work like a horse this weekend to catch up...already. Great. I'm crazy stressed at the moment because Ryan is outta town until Sunday with his brother for work and I have a whole lot of work to do, uggh. I wanna puke :( Things can either get intensely better or intensely worse for me, and the worst part is having absolutely no clue which way it's gonna turn out. No it isn't my health or the baby, thank god. Sorry I can't discuss it here, but it is personal, and quite serious, so yeah, sorry I haven't been updating much but there isn't much else on my mind right now. It's nothing that is within my control so I guess I'd better just try to relax in the meantime. It is so scary how unpredictable life can be <3
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[10 Jan 2004|02:28pm] |
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Ya see when I don't do a full update for a while, so much happens, I forget shit, and my posts have big holes in them, but I'll do my best to squeeze everything into a lil' nutshell :D
Since New Years all I have really done is worked gone to the gym several times i'm trying to keep my exercise up even though I am pregnant, I still need to stay healthy, that's me, health freak Lindz :P.
There is soooo much other stuff going on in my life right now it's crazy, I can't possibly discuss it here, but it definitely takes over my time on the internet right now, don't expect me on for a while. Some people feel the need to read my journal and run there big mouths around to my family I find it hilarious that just because I decide to keep my personal life with Ryan AWAY from my journal people start making up stories that we are breaking up and shit My personal life is just that, personal, and the last thing I am gonna do is gush about it on my journal, it doesn't belong here!!, I only tell a selected few my business on the internet, end of story.
So to my family who read this me and Ryan are perfectly happy, I couldn't even possibly dream of having a more amazing man. <3
Today I am working 3-7 only a few hours which is good since I wasn't suppose to be working today anyway but the other receptionist went home sick, after that me and Ryan are gonna chill for the rest of the night, maybe watch a movie, Anyway, I have to jet to work, PEACE. <3
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[06 Jan 2004|07:03pm] |
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I just got back from Ryan's Aunts funeral it was really depressing I really hate funerals and I hate seeing people so sad especially family. We was gonna stay the night but Ryans parents have a lot of family staying with them so we figured they would be okay so we drove back for the whole 2 hours we didn't talk much I just stared out the window and thought about a lot of things how life has brought so many things to me, good and bad and that life can bring you so many surprises, I'm so greatful for Ryan for coming into my life and making it so much better and bringing me this daughter who in a few months will be in my arms, I felt strange being at the funeral as i'm going to be bringing life into this world and we were celebrating someone who has died it's sad, really ;\. I just want to thank Ryan for coming into my life and making my world shine if it wasn't for him I wouldn't be the girl I am right now, I really love him, my soul mate <333.
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[05 Jan 2004|04:57pm] |
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Scary, huh?
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[04 Jan 2004|10:02am] |
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I just spent the entire night in hospital and i've never been so scared in my entire life.
( TMI for some people. )
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[01 Jan 2004|12:08am] |
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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!
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[31 Dec 2003|07:06pm] |
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It's bad enough being pregnant and sick, I was so excitied to spend my first New Years with Ryan now I can't, he has to drive to his parents 'cause his Aunt died this afternoon, it's really heartbreaking, sorry if I sound a drama queen but it fucking is, New years alone.
Happy fucking new years.
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[28 Dec 2003|05:29pm] |
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Merry Christmas!! I know I haven't been around but this Christmas was mad busy, but fun. :)
Christmas Eve we hit the town, my first time in months! it felt sooooooo good to finally get out and dance we went along with Jay, Steph, Carly and her boyfriend who I met for the first time, great catch girl <3 ;), Kelli and Justin we haven't seen Kelli and Justin for months it was great seeing them again. We hit a few bars, I didn't drink which felt really strange since I drink so much when I go out :O. Then at 12 we headed over to a few clubs we weren't really feelin' the vibe at some of them so we jetted over to a small club and they played old school r 'n' b and Hip Hop all night long, awwwww yeah I was REALLY feelin' that, I danced the night away until 6 ;). The best night i've had for a LONG ass time and it was really worth the wait.
Christmas day me and Ryan didn't wake up until 11, hahaha the phone was ringing so much and there was so many messages on our answering machine from my Aunt telling us to get our asses outta bed. I gave Ryan his gifts, a watch (which was the MOST expensive gift, EVER, I swear.) and a few games and CD's, and then he gave me mine, first he started with small gifts, perfume and a new purse, and then inside the purse there was an engagement ring!!!, Yes it's offical and I was SO surprised I didn't expect it at all, it's amazingly BEAUTIFUL it's white gold with diamonds surrounding a ruby gem, I love my baby so much :) <33333. Around 1 we rolled over to my Aunts for Christmas dinner and what a dinner it WAS :O My Aunt really did a great job, I was so stuffed I couldn't move, haha. My Aunt got me and Ryan some joint gifts, DVD's, CD's and little things for the apartment and a stroller for the baby, it's so great, I can't believe she actually got that, but I am very greatfull for it, my family are the best. <333
The day after Christmas we were up early to head over to Ryan's parents for the day, I met his whole family, I was so nervous :O but they were really sweet, nearly all of them got something for the baby, I can honestly say we are nearly set, haha, we have great family. <3
Yesterday we went to see Peter Pan, AWESOME movie it's not just for kids, for adults too you really feel like a kid again :D. January 20th we get to find out the baby's sex which seems SO close and so scary, my clothes are really tight now me and my Aunt are going shopping tomorrow for Maternity pants, I really hope they have something good and I don't look like a 30 yeah old, haha.
We aren't sure about New Years eve, Carly and her boyfriend have invited us out with some of there friends who I know but not that well, me and Ryan still aren't sure, I hope you all have a great New Years. <333
I'm gonna go, I have to clean it really looks a mess around here, Peace. <3
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[28 Dec 2003|07:02am] |
Been mad busy, but I just wanted to check in real quick to wish everyone a merry Christmas :D :D :D xoxoxoxox
Update later. <3
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[20 Dec 2003|09:27am] |
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Good morning :) last night me and Ryan went to see Return of the king and just..wow, it was amazing.
( Return of the king, Spoilers!! )
I'm gonna go jet off to work, peace. <3
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